Thursday, April 26, 2012

Final Exam done

For about three years, anyway. I won't be seeing this sort of big-deal school exam until I'm almost done with high school.

So, the most important test for the last three years is done. Over. Poof. Just like that. I didn't even study like mad and dive myself into endless textbooks pages, which I usually do before exams. But now it's all finished.Just... finished. I can even make a campfire out of those schoolbooks, they're not needed anymore. But I never have the heart to do anything worse than banging a book to a wall, even to the books that I loath, so stuffing them into a giant eye-sore of a plastic box will do, perhaps never to be seen again.

There's sort of a feeling of emptiness now. For... about two months I think, I am no longer truly required to study, or even do anything that isn't life-sustaining. It feels almost boring. Of course, there's still many things that I can and should do, instead of lying in bed all day. But still, with the madly long holiday coming up there's bound to be days when I have no great ideas and will probably end up spending the whole day to playing Civilization IV or reading TV Tropes, probably without planning to.

But still, it feels great to be free of school. I don't have to get up so early, for one, and I can actually focus on what I want to do, like trying to play the keyboard or making a proper program. And spend more time and thoughts for more writing. Writing, literature, seems to be the only branch of Creativity that I can try to excel at, beside shapeless imaginations. I have a million stories in my mind, none of them but one cheap short story I made for a school assignment is done.

So, hoping to have something to show in the upcoming holiday that are better than game Achievements, beaten game, and speedruns high-scores... Actually, those are fine too.

Here's hoping for a good summer-on-the-northern-hemisphere vacation. It's really just my luck, and how Earth revolves around the sun, that Indonesia doesn't have a convenient four-seasons system to mark its yearly holidays.

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